Tuesday, June 9, 2009

you know your love lif is in trouble when....

your mom, you cousin's grandma AND your aunt try to set you it with someone. and you know you're really in trouble when they say "i want to introduce you to someone, as a friend lang."

I have never felt so awkward in my entire life. A whole party happening on the other side of the room but me in the corner, with my mom, aunt and grandma and the guy facing me. making meaningless small talk. they could have handled it alot better instead of making it so awkward. but of course i was polite, said hi and shook his hand.

so after a few minutes of uncomfortable talk, i was allowed to go back to my other cousins. After that I was teased.

My mom was telling me about how he had his own place, paid off his truck, good job, and all that jazz. He is way older than me. I told my mom I wasn't looking for a boyfriend or husband or anything like that but she said he was nice and that he would be able to give me what i wanted and be able to take care of me. i understand my mothers concern because i have not really brought anyone home in the past year. I have dated tho just I haven't brought any of them home. i think she fears that i will be an old maid. lol she was kinda contradicted what she has always said to me, not to date. I told her he's kind of too quiet for me, which she rebutted that i too am quiet but i came back saying if i am comfortable with that person i am not quiet. I told her I'd give him a chance IF he has enough guts to court me. I'm secretly hoping he doesn't. But if he does, I should give him a change cuz who knows what would happen. I just don't think we're compatible and nor would we get along.

My mom has disapproved of almost every guy I liked. Psht one time she even stuck up for the psycho guy when i liked this other guy that she didn't like.

I kinda just don't want to deal with bs anymore. maybe i should just get married and that would be the end of everything. ha!

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